Last week was a difficult one. We recently met and fell in love with a beautiful set of twins. They are in the foster system, so right from the start we were hopeful to adopt them.
We were building a wonderful bond with them and had them in our home every few weekends for sleepovers. We loved them dearly, how can you not love precious little babies who have no parents loving or caring for them. We were excited and hopeful to adopt them. Just waiting impatiently until the court date when they will go up for adoption. Then last week some things came to light surrounding the twins. A bunch of terrible things transpired and our hopes were dashed.
We have decided to take a break from the adoption journey and travel a road better known by us. 3 adoptions falling through in a 5 month span is more then i had hoped to have to endure. I wouldn't wish it on anyone.

                            

        So now we are going to do what we do best.....make babies... :)

This is a predictable road, one which we know the outcome,  9 months from conception we get to hold a precious, darling brand new, healthy baby in our arms. Plus I get to do one of my favourite parts of it all, labour and delivery, there is nothing like it. To all you women who have not yet experienced the empowering joy that is birth, I highly recommend it, its not bad like everybody says, it's glorious and wonderful!

This weekend we are excited to be taking our precious 3 boys on a mini vacation to forget about all that we have recently been through. A time to just play and laugh and love on each other and when we come home, have a fresh start.
We are looking forward to knowing what this new chapter will look like. No more waiting and wondering. Predictability is under-rated.

I am so incredibley blessed to have my perfect husband and 3 precious boys along on this journey. It wouldn't be worth it without them.